rAnd0M tHouGhTs
#^@%$!
I hate everything in life.
Except for a few things and people who are the reason why I am still living this idiotic life.
I hate life.
Where there are stupid rules and stupid people.
I hate that pain.
The pain that hurt many of those that I cared.
I hate myself.
Especially when I could not help those that I cared.
I hate myself.
For breaking so many peoples' hearts.
I hate myself.
For hating myself.
I hate my sister.
For annoying me like there's no tomorrow.
            
I hate everything in life.
Except for a few things and people who are the reason why I am still living this idiotic life.
I hate life.
Where there are stupid rules and stupid people.
I hate that pain.
The pain that hurt many of those that I cared.
I hate myself.
Especially when I could not help those that I cared.
I hate myself.
For breaking so many peoples' hearts.
I hate myself.
For hating myself.
I hate my sister.
For annoying me like there's no tomorrow.
I hate it. 
I hate it.
I hate it.
I hate all. 
I don't want to be left alone. 
Yet, just leave me alone!
I don't want this headache. 
Yet, let this headache force me into an endless sleep. 
I don't want to hate. 
Yet, I still can't anyway. 
I don't want to express. 
Yet, I know that after this last post.. There will be no more posts like this. 
I don't want you pained by him. 
Yet, I still can't stop the relationship between the both of you. 
Idiotic moron damn stupig dang useless fucking asshole sucker life!
Who the %$#@! wants to care about you anyway?
I am going to die anyway. 
According to a source, it is one day after my ex's birthday on the year 2013. 
Hmmph. No one cares anyway. Why am I crapping here? =="
tO b3 conTinu3d..
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