Waiting for Time to Pass
On the first day,
I listened to whatever you say,
Because I knew that you will be gone travelling,
While I sit here pondering.
As time passed and days flew by,
I was surprised I did not cry,
Then realisation hit me,
And I drop down to my knees.
I could not cry no matter how hard I try,
Even though we said our byes,
Because when you left Malaysia,
You also took my heart along with you as you travel to somewhere in Asia.
I tried and tried to hug myself,
And I tried and tried to maintain my health,
But no matter how hard I try,
I feel like I want to cry.
Because I did something wrong,
And I can write my mistake into a song,
I am scared when you come back,
And then I will turn into a wreck.
Because I could not cry no matter how hard I try,
Even though we said our byes,
Because when you left Malaysia,
You also took my heart along with you as you travel to somewhere in Asia.
And this left me as an ice queen,
A lean, mean, no feeling, fighting machine,
I did not need to struggle to fight,
Because a "Me" with no feelings has increased my height.
But, left with no soul had I done one wrong,
And I can write my mistake into a song,
I knew when you come back, my feelings would return,
And then I would feel as though I had been burned.
Because I could avoid the mistake I have made,
I could have avoid turning someone into an "egg",
Now what is done has been done,
I feel like I just want to run and run.
Oh, why can't I cry when I want to cry
even though we said our byes,
Because when you left Malaysia,
You also took my heart along as you travel to somewhere in Asia.
And this left me as a merciless ice queen,
A lean, mean, no feeling, fighting machine,
Walking through the depths of a poor man's heart,
And destroying him with just one touch.
Oh.. How cruel can I be?
I had just wanted company.
Now, a man I left lying almost dead,
As he was slowly eaten by rats.
Now, I am at home sitting on the couch,
Everytime I think of it, I always say "Ouch",
As it was an incident that I could prevent,
And I just can't pretend..
That I undirectly killed this man.
It is not my fault that he wanted to come,
For he wanted to be with me no matter what is the outcome,
He wanted us to be a couple, something I cannot do,
For my heart won't forgive if I live without you.
Oh, why can't I cry when I want to cry
even though we said our goodbyes?
Because when you left Malaysia,
You took my heart along with you as you travel to somewhere in Asia.
The poor guy haunted me in my dreams,
He reminded me of a last year scene,
But as I run away, I knew I will fail,
Even when I drink a lot of cups of ales.
For my decision will haunt me to death,
Why had I chose the right when I could just choose left?
For my feelings will return when you come back,
And that is when I hope you can live without me even when I am dead.
Why, oh why, can't I cry
even though we said our goodbyes?
Now I "killed" a man and you might not be pleased,
Please forgive me and let everything ceased.
Now, I am all alone,
Always sitting here and there as I hold the phone,
I am waiting for time to pass,
So that I can finally meet you again at last.
tO b3 conTinu3d..
I listened to whatever you say,
Because I knew that you will be gone travelling,
While I sit here pondering.
As time passed and days flew by,
I was surprised I did not cry,
Then realisation hit me,
And I drop down to my knees.
I could not cry no matter how hard I try,
Even though we said our byes,
Because when you left Malaysia,
You also took my heart along with you as you travel to somewhere in Asia.
I tried and tried to hug myself,
And I tried and tried to maintain my health,
But no matter how hard I try,
I feel like I want to cry.
Because I did something wrong,
And I can write my mistake into a song,
I am scared when you come back,
And then I will turn into a wreck.
Because I could not cry no matter how hard I try,
Even though we said our byes,
Because when you left Malaysia,
You also took my heart along with you as you travel to somewhere in Asia.
And this left me as an ice queen,
A lean, mean, no feeling, fighting machine,
I did not need to struggle to fight,
Because a "Me" with no feelings has increased my height.
But, left with no soul had I done one wrong,
And I can write my mistake into a song,
I knew when you come back, my feelings would return,
And then I would feel as though I had been burned.
Because I could avoid the mistake I have made,
I could have avoid turning someone into an "egg",
Now what is done has been done,
I feel like I just want to run and run.
Oh, why can't I cry when I want to cry
even though we said our byes,
Because when you left Malaysia,
You also took my heart along as you travel to somewhere in Asia.
And this left me as a merciless ice queen,
A lean, mean, no feeling, fighting machine,
Walking through the depths of a poor man's heart,
And destroying him with just one touch.
Oh.. How cruel can I be?
I had just wanted company.
Now, a man I left lying almost dead,
As he was slowly eaten by rats.
Now, I am at home sitting on the couch,
Everytime I think of it, I always say "Ouch",
As it was an incident that I could prevent,
And I just can't pretend..
That I undirectly killed this man.
It is not my fault that he wanted to come,
For he wanted to be with me no matter what is the outcome,
He wanted us to be a couple, something I cannot do,
For my heart won't forgive if I live without you.
Oh, why can't I cry when I want to cry
even though we said our goodbyes?
Because when you left Malaysia,
You took my heart along with you as you travel to somewhere in Asia.
The poor guy haunted me in my dreams,
He reminded me of a last year scene,
But as I run away, I knew I will fail,
Even when I drink a lot of cups of ales.
For my decision will haunt me to death,
Why had I chose the right when I could just choose left?
For my feelings will return when you come back,
And that is when I hope you can live without me even when I am dead.
Why, oh why, can't I cry
even though we said our goodbyes?
Now I "killed" a man and you might not be pleased,
Please forgive me and let everything ceased.
Now, I am all alone,
Always sitting here and there as I hold the phone,
I am waiting for time to pass,
So that I can finally meet you again at last.
tO b3 conTinu3d..
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